Cannot Express Video (MV)

I cannot Express
All these feelings inside
It's all a mess
It's all so amusing
I cannot Express
Everything in sight
I'm feeling really blessed
It's all so confusing
I cannot Express
Everything inside my mind
Is it all gone be fine
Could you tell if I lie
I just cannot decide
Are you here for my life
Do we have to have strife
Wouldn't it be real nice
To kill the emotion inside
But that's all a lie
They don't understand the whispering inside my ear
Facts that have been based on my fears
Thoughts developed all through years
But that's all a lie
The times you told me I couldn't make it
It's a trap, there is no escaping
But good job no mistaking
I cannot Express
All these feelings inside
It's all a mess
It's all so amusing
I cannot Express
Everything in sight
I'm feeling really blessed
It's all so confusing
I cannot Express
The damages done to my mind
Perversions from childish kinds
Reactions from traumas inside
Stay locked and within reside
I wish I had not despised
The lessons from elders divine
Their hearts were all reall kind
It a shame I always declined
To receive their help
When no one else
Even thought of my mental health
When all my life had gone to hell
I'll be grateful if nothing else
To my sisters who kept me sane til I hit grade 12
And graduated from Roosevelt
It's amazing the way they always helped
I cannot Express
All these feelings inside
It's all a mess
It's all so amusing
I cannot Express
Everything in sight
I'm feeling really blessed
It's all so confusing
I cannot Express
See now I really should have written a 3rd verse but I got lazy
I really just admire how smooth this beat is
It allowed me to get some more stuff of my chest
Although honestly is sounds like it's a bunch of random thoughts
Oh well
I'm a just let the beat ride until I sing the chorus again
I cannot Express
All these feelings inside
It's all a mess
It's all so amusing
I cannot Express
Everything in sight
I'm feeling really blessed
It's all so confusing
I cannot Express