Mannequin Pussy - I Got Heaven Lyrics

I went and walked myself
Like a dog without a leash
Now I'm growling at a stranger
I am biting at their knees

If I wanted it
You really think I'd wait for their permission?
For protection and assurances
That all would be delivered?

And like our fathers did, our mothers did
And them and those before
And you say you want a difference
Your honor to be yours

Like our fathers did, our mothers did
And them and those before
The echo and a retell
Of some shit we've heard before

And what if we stopped spinning?
And what if we're just flat?
And what if Jesus himself ate my f*cking snatch?
And what if I'm an angel?
Oh, what if I'm a bore?
And what if I was confident
Would you just hate me more?

Oh, I got heaven inside of me
And oh, I'm an angel (I've got)
I was sent here to keep you company (I've got)

I'm on an endless march to nothingness
With breath inside my chest
And the promise of a life
That you deserve, that you thought best

I'm stuck inside my loneliness
I'm stuck inside my grief
I wish I could have been there
To save you from the reach

I am spiteful like a god
Seek out vengeance like the rest
For what they did to you
I will never lay to rest

It's raw and unrelenting
It is absolute regression
It is vileness wrapped up
And disguised as happy endings

Oh, I got heaven inside of me (I've got)
Oh, I'm an angel I was sent here (I've got)
To keep you company (I've got)

I'm stuck inside my loneliness
I'm stuck inside my grief
I wish I could have been there
To save you from the reach

I am spiteful like a god
I seek out vengeance like the rest
For what they did to you
I will never lay to rest

I've gone and walked myself outside
A dog without a leash
Now I'm growling at a stranger
I am biting at their knees