Dear God yeah it's hard to believe
How do I pray to somebody that I can't even see?
Feeling doubtful almost everyday of the week
Because our visions see a different version of me yeah
Remember times I wanted people to listen
I remember making music and wanting to make a living
And now I want the money and now I want the fame
And I know it's wrong but the devil he's calling my name
God where are you hiding?
They say your inside but I know that they're lying
The only thing in this heart is pain and it's violent
The only thing in this heart is doubt and my broken human desires
God I've been asking for help?
I've been crying through the tears of anger at myself
And I'm drifting through the sea I can't see a way out
Cause if I travel down this road I'm going to go down
To hell welcome to the mindset of me
Doesn't matter what I do in a place I can't leave
Taking all the wrong turns and now I can't see
Walking all alone in the darkness you know what I need God
I'm calling out cause I need your help
Can you save me?
I'm calling out cause I need your help
And I need you now
I'm calling out
I'm calling out but can anyone hear me?
I don't wanna open up cause last time it scared me
So I struggle to connect probably why I'm not healing
Cause it's always late nights that got me inside my feelings
You are not loved, you are not saved
Barely mention God and you rarely even pray
So what you expect when you barely call his name?
He isn't coming to save the day
That's the doubt talking like all of the time
It's a small voice but it's filled with lies
I see you hate me cool great jump in the line
You ain't first one cause I've been here for awhile
Dear God it's been a long time,
We haven't been talking but I hope you're doing fine
I know you're probably asking if I feel alright
I wanna say yes but we know that's just a lie
God how do I pray?
Where do I start?
Never know what to say and then I fall apart
Man I always struggle with the things in my heart
I don't know where I'm heading take me back to the start dear God
I'm calling out cause I need your help
Can you save me?
I'm calling out cause I need your help
And I need you now
I'm calling out
Can you set me free
I'm begging you please
I need someone to help me
Help me believe
I'm calling out to somebody else
To come help me
I'm calling out