Marcavelli - Not the Same Lyrics

Can't be at the bottom go straight to the top
Now look at my pocket I walk with a knot
And she got you fooled you in love with a thot
And I can not let no one else take my spot
Don't worry bout all of the shit that I cop
If we wipe his nose we ain't looking for snot
And no I could never be someone I'm not
You worried about me but you need to stop it

As much as we try no we're not the same
And everyday I realize that we'll never change

My life is a movie it feel like a drama
I'm chasing a check I'm in love with the commas
And I came from hell it get hot like a sauna
And I can't respect you, you ain't got no honor
I left it all in the past imma bury it
Weighing on me they just want me to carry it
You niggas fake and you stay on some scary shit
Surrounded by darkness I feel like a married it
And I could never say I wanted to forget that I had you rolling right by my side
And everyday that I see I'm alone man it always hit home tryna f*ck up my pride
And I been drowning in thoughts that I can not shake off man this shit tryna f*ck up my mind
Going crazy again fall of the deep end every time
Feeling lazy again cuz I been rolling all the time
Imma say I'm okay even though I'm never fine
I'm in the darkness again feel like the sun will never shine
And I been hurting again I can't confuse your heart with mine

And as much as we try no we're not the same
And everyday I realize that we'll never change

I been hurt enough so now I do not wanna think bout you
You been hurt enough so I know you don't think about me too
Diamonds on me I got the water on me I be drippin with the splash might start a monsoon
Vlone on the front Off-White on the back I be rocking that shit all the way to my tomb
I thought that I had it figured out but I was so confused
I been here before heart on the floor no this ain't nothing new
Lately I been trying super hard just to be comfortable
To be comfortable just to be just to be comfortable
I swear I try moving on but I'm sorry I keep getting caught in the same thing
All of my niggas was lit at the party we wild'n we yelling out gang gang
Now I got vvs all on me but no a nigga not apart of the chain gang
I put some water my neck but no none of you niggas not part of the rain gang
Give the boy a coaster cuz he tried to catch my drip mhm
I fell of the deep end haven't been the same since mhm
Even though I try to tell myself just to forget
I can not escape all of the thoughts inside my head
Can't be at the bottom go straight to the top
Now look at my pocket I walk with a knot
And she got you fooled you in love with a thot
And I can not let no one else take my spot
Don't worry bout all of the shit that I cop
If we wipe his nose we ain't looking for snot
And no I could never be someone I'm not
You worried about me but you need to stop it

As much as we try no we're not the same
And everyday I realize that we'll never change
Oh as much as we try no we're not the same
And everyday I realize that we'll never change