If you love me tell me now
Let me dispel any illusion you may have that I am different and that I won't let you down
Cuz I will
Yeah I will
I will flake out
I will break your heart if you let me
I will sabotage every good thing
It is damn near systematic how I replaced my few good habits with a multitude of bad Ones
And I'll wallow in self pity
On every car ride
And I will stress eat
And I'll just get high when I'm unhappy
And never ask why it isn't helping
I made a list of all the things I wanna fix about myself
It's pretty long
Cuz most of what people call prayers now were first written as songs
So I'll repeat it 'til I believe it
'Til I forgive myself for all that I've done wrong
I'm investing time and effort into making my life better