Pep Talk Video (MV)

Another bathroom mirror staredown pep talk
Whisper and repeat these words,
"I love myself, I love myself, I love myself
(Let's see if this works)"
It's an instant, then it's history
And it's ruined when it hits me
I'm the only one silent in a room full of screaming people

No one knows you're freaking out
Find a quiet place to lay down and
Breathe in, breathe out
It's just a test of mental strength
Shut your eyes and watch your worst mistakes
Like instant replay

I feel so alive and terrified
One day I won't remember
Maybe one day I'll learn to accept that nothing lasts forever
First I'm happy then I'm sad
'Cause I'll never get that moment back
The only one screaming in a room full of silent people

No one knows you're freaking out
Find a quiet place to lay down and
Breathe in, breathe out
It's just a test of mental strength
Now that everyone is listening
I don't know what to say

Why?
I'm having the time of my life
Why am I always reminding myself that
Tomorrow it'll be gone?
Why?
I'm having the time of my life
And I feel so alone like it's already over
So vulnerable, I just want to go home
I just want to go home

No one knows you're freaking out
Find a quiet place to lay down and
Breathe in, breathe out
It's just a test of mental strength
Now that everyone is listening
I don't know what to say