Marcus Isiah - Pick Ya Poison Lyrics

I've been off in my zone
Gotta Pick me up when im fallin (fallin, fallin, fallin)
Floatin so high on the low
Gotta keep me tough
And Keep me solid (solid, solid, solid)
Coastin at the time got me broke
Gotta build me up
With them dollas (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Figurin it out, on my own
Feel like I'm F*ckin it up
Keep it honest

Seems like i Pick my poison
Depression or lung cancer
Smart Questions w dumb answers
Are Effects of falling standards i been
Trying to move on
From flashbacks stuck on ransom
These attempts to be strong
Will provide my f*ckin anthem
In pursuit of happiness, and a nasty chick in stilettos, devils pedal on the metal
And I'm gassing it
Not as much as yall on that sappy shit
Lying in the comment section just to get some ass and tits
Or these so called pacifists, self proclaiming that they're activists
Wont ever find them in the streets, but swear Their tweets are accurate
Condemnation, rule a nation i can tell
But here's a secret, online hating aint more blaming than i give myself
I know it well
Imposter syndrome keeps my mind in clouds
Pastor shouts I'm heaven sent but tell me why I'm Findin hell
No prayers on my knees, but please
Angel hands propel my angles right
Like the clock is striking 9 and 12

I've been off in my zone
Gotta Pick me up when im fallin (fallin, fallin, fallin)
Floatin so high on the low
Gotta keep me tough
And Keep me solid (solid, solid, solid)
Coastin at the time got me broke
Gotta build me up
With them dollas (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Figurin it out, on my own
Feel like I'm F*ckin it up
Keep it honest

Got a shorty who gon call me
Even in the toughest times
Even when im falling
She gon be there to blow up my line
Met her back in college
She was talking bout them dollas
She would tell me I was ballin
In those moments I was Mesmerized
Suit and tie for u-n-i i've tried to do this right
Stay in bondage or pay homage in this life of strife
Got me thinking that I found my Wife and
Now i hit decline, when she rings, i feel my Belly ache, and all i do is contemplate
And Always finna Speculate, What the telly say
Cuz a Sacrifice to fate
Is the price you gotta pay
When you f*ck with Sallie May
In an alleyway you gon burn
Spend it 'fore you got it
Damn my nigga, when you gon learn
Slipped and took a wrong turn,
Lookin forward to the year
My brain is cleared
And i forget i even saw her
I'm a Scholar, and I'm told that's quite the honor
Till you retched by the collar from America's Daughter

I've been off in my zone
Gotta Pick me up when im fallin (fallin, fallin, fallin)
Floatin so high on the low
Gotta keep me tough
And Keep me solid (solid, solid, solid)
Coastin at the time got me broke
Gotta build me up
With them dollas (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Figurin it out, on my own
Feel like I'm F*ckin it up
Keep it honest