I keep it bottled up so nobody can see
I'm always scared of vulnerability
And I never know if I should think or I should speak
I wish I didn't feel so weak
Mmm
Self care or self sabotage
It's all the same to me
(It's all the same to me)
Yeah
When I leave I put the habit on
I gotta go
(I gotta go)
Cuz
I slam the door to go hide under my covers
With all my secrets that I wish they would discover
I know, I know I need to find a better way
And avoid my hideaway
I put my guard up so I'm always in control
Separate the things I feel and what I know
I never open up cuz I just listen close
Lemme help your soul
Mmm
Self care or self sabotage
It's all the same to me
(It's all the same to me)
Yeah
When I leave I put the habit on
I gotta go
(I gotta go)
Cuz
I slam the door to go hide under my covers
With all my secrets that I wish they would discover
I know, I know I need to find a better way
And avoid my hideaway
My hideaway
My hideaway
My hideaway
I slam the door to go hide under my covers
With all my secrets that I wish they would discover
I know, I know I need to find a better way
And avoid my hideaway
Ooh
Ooh