You really don't know how it's going to feel until it happens to you
You know it's coming, you try to imagine it
But it's all a big mystery until the moment arrives
And you feel it in your bones
Until you feel it deep down in your bones
People will share pleasantries to distract you from the truth
They mean well of course, but they are not you
Some may even bring chicken parmesan to the house
But that eventually gets cold, too
The pain, the pain
It will be real
But that's the ultimate teacher
Always be present and pay close attention in class
The only way through is to feel it in your bones
To feel it deep down in the bones she gave you