Purpose In Pain Video (MV)

Been at a standstill, for like three years
Bit my lip and took a risk despite my fears
Sacrifices back to back, I shed a lot of tears
I ain't think I was gon make it, I don't know how I'm here
But I'm still breathing
So I must be here for a reason
Resilience is my mantra, I speak that shit till I believe it
Staring out my bedroom window, ask for strength and perseverance
For the peril's up ahead, cus I know that ima need it
Then I, throw on a tee
F*ck it I guess that I'll keep
Keep on pursuing these dreams
Even with weight on my mind, feeding me lies
Saying, I'm never gon be, the fullest potential of me
But I still hustle keep manifesting
Tucked all the way back how I lean on my seat
While I play F*ck The World by Pac on repeat
Yeah, guess that's how I cope, refuse to lose hope
Pushing these weights, feeding my soul
Up in the gym, or studio

Give my heart to this music, I found my purpose in pain
Overcame all the bullshit, that ain't never gon change
Keep my honor and poise, when I'm expected to cave
And stay true to myself, in a world full of waves
Give my heart to this music, I found my purpose in pain
Overcame all the bullshit, that ain't never gon change
Keep my honor and poise, when I'm expected to cave
And stay true to myself, in a world full of waves

Black shades sittin low, 10pm time to roll
Poker face through the pain, cus it transmutes on its own
G Mentality gold, on my neck that's my code
Godly grateful and gangster, just in case you ain't know
And I wake up alone, to Amy Winehouse's songs
Slow dance with myself, but still I don't feel alone
Ambient lights set the tone, for my essence to roam
Orchestra lift me up, to euphoria zone
If I could make that my home, I swear I'd never let go
We get glimpses of heaven, as we walk down this road
It's a mind state you reach, not a height you can keep
That's the beauty of the journey, the contrast we need
And ima bulldoze through the obstacles that's placed upon me
I'm aware that I'm the miracle, the magic's in me
I love my life and it's a trip I say that genuinely
Create a masterpiece with every recipe I receive, yeah

Give my heart to this music, I found my purpose in pain
Overcame all the bullshit, that ain't never gon change
Keep my honor and poise, when I'm expected to cave
And stay true to myself, in a world full of waves
Give my heart to this music, I found my purpose in pain
Overcame all the bullshit, that ain't never gon change
Keep my honor and poise, when I'm expected to cave
And stay true to myself, in a world full of waves

I can never relax, too busy too focused to settle for that
Know how I move legacy on my back
Stand tall and watch how I react
Ten seconds left till the buzzer attacks
Got the ball and it's safe in my hands
Been here about a hundred times
No sweat and no doubt in my mind
Depend on me to go out with a fight
A hard life prepared me for this
Hopelessness was some regular shit
In due time it eventually clicked
Everything passes, even the bad
Just gotta keep pushin that's all that it takes
You're bound to stumble on some beautiful days
Those are the times that fill you with faith
When you realize, that every pain, eventually fades
Now you have strength, now you can gauge
That every hell has an end, every end opens space
Bigger blessings on the way, better things taking place
Yeah, bigger blessings on the way, better things taking place
That shit sound simple don't it
Till you're in the moment
Till you're blinded by your trials and all you feel is broken
Sometimes I run from my feelings
Sometimes I run towards it
Either way I keep it pushin
Stay in forward motion

Give my heart to this music, I found my purpose in pain
Overcame all the bullshit, that ain't never gon change
Keep my honor and poise, when I'm expected to cave
And stay true to myself, in a world full of waves
Give my heart to this music, I found my purpose in pain
Overcame all the bullshit, that ain't never gon change
Keep my honor and poise, when I'm expected to cave
And stay true to myself, in a world full of waves