Marley Pitch - Birth by Sleep (feat. Rachel Bobbitt) Lyrics

Feels like maybe I'm just running circles in my mind
Get an impulse you would never check my wrist to find
How much am I worth outside of these walls
How much can I push before it falls
Feels like maybe I'm just running circles in my mind

I would see things like me on an island
I mean I got big dreams that's not in your wildest
And making some dollars was really just the tippy of it
Dropped out of college was really on a mission for it
I could of lost it
But it's okay
I'll be flipping through these visions in my old age
Wonderin' if I really did it in my own way
Hope I make a couple friends who film the whole thang
I can't pause it
Mommy always called me her God sent
Daddy never called me as often as I really really wanted
But I'm off it I don't really wanna call him a monster
Like I'm sayin' in my songs guess I'm so conscious
Of the fact it's really harming my process
I just really wanna fall
Really wanna really wanna fall in

Feels like maybe I'm just running circles in my mind
Get an impulse you would never check my wrist to find

Look I'mma make it out this all in all
Tellin' suicide prevention I'mma call it off
2014 I was in the ER off and on
Momma still payin' those bills I gotta knock it off
Yeah I'm sure that you didn't notice
Fell in love with Allie in the institute wasn't s'posed to
Nurses always told us troubled people always were prone to
And they helped us pass the notes knowing that we could go postal
I got out on a Thursday and texted her phone
She got out on the weekend and texted baby I'm home
We made out in the cold didn't really care in the moment
Then she told me she was raped and told me love was baloney
You don't know me

Feels like maybe I'm just running circles in my mind
Get an impulse you would never check my wrist to find

If it won't stop and you can't fall asleep I could be all
Be all you need I could free y'all
Truth is I need y'all
If it won't stop and you can't fall asleep I could be all
Be all you need