MarsRedd - sad... Lyrics

Ah, walking around in school not giving a f*ck, smoking vape just to get a damn rush
I'm thinking people laugh at me I give a f*ck 17 years old but I gotta go summer school
F*ck Spanish class I didn't do what I was told to do, nevermind what the f*ck I told you fool
Wishing I was getting it on but shit ain't nothing happening dude
Man I don't know what to do other than cry in my room
Feeling like a failure to my parents just cause I didn't pass one class
At least I didn't fail all my other classes but I know my parents could careless
I'm worthless don't even clean shit in the crib feeling like I needa bib
Even though I'm not a baby but I've been feeling that way lately uh
Thinkin someone gon save me but it's not happening
At least I got parents tho right? At least they don't beat me tho right? But it's not like I f*cking commit any crimes but they treating me like I do
Talking to this girl hoping she wishing the same as me but she not she don't even wanna go to prom with me uh

Roaming around at times I be feeling like a ghost, yeah I'm just sitting here feeling ghost yeah just feeling like uh just feeling like a ghost just feeling like uh yeah

Bringing it back this heart attack feeling the doom wish I can have some shrooms
Hoping someone digs my tomb it's calling for me even if it's not full of gold best believe ima be there y'all gon see
One two three can someone just be with me even for a little bit
Wishing I can get my dick licked even by a fat bitch with some small tits
Man What the hell this day sucks feeling like I'm in hell
My mom said I'll find friends mars, don't worry you'll find one don't hurry nigga done got scurvy
Very muddy in the system prolly why I get the free lunch
For brunch gotta get in touch with my soul need some dome at home
Wish I had a new two-tone I'm not sure if I'll ever get that tho and that new home
Bouta be an adult home grown 17-years old but I have know where to go I'm all alone hopefully I can see success where ever I go