6am
Wide awake
Out of an anxiety dream
Realised all the things I will never be
What senseless dreams are made of
A million miles from reaching that stuff
And I yearn and I burn until I'm done
Just a fly on the fly paper, stuck
It's not so great seeing everything you want so far away
Chasing it, missing it
Not quite there
Not today
I reach out
I fall flat on my face
Calamity and disaster's
Stinging embrace
Step out onto the stage
I trip over myself
It's not so great seeing everything you want so far away
Chasing it, missing it
Not quite there
Not Today
I can't give in now
I won't give up now
You can take all this
And you can f*ck off now
All the demons and darkness
I'll put you to bed
You can't conquer me
I created you
I won't let you win
I have things to do
And the demons and darkness
Let out a sigh