Black and White Video (MV)

It's been a rough couple weeks
And I'm feeling kind of hopeless
I've tried to explain it but
I can never say it right
It's on the tip of my tongue
But I stutter every time I try
I'm really hoping someone might
Understand what it's like
Every time I get up
I fall back down
My head is spinning
Going round and round
I'm hoping someone
Might hear me now
Have you ever felt this way
Is anyone even listening
I'm feeling like I'm stuck here all alone
And even though I try to fight
I feel like everything is in black and white
Even though I try
I still feel like I'm missing something inside
Or is it all in my mind
As the time passes by
I feel a little colder
Hoping someone
Would offer me a shoulder
To cry on, is that too much to ask
No, the sky's not blue
It's more like gray
And everyone tells me that I should pray
But what if I don't know what I'm praying for
Have you ever felt this way
Is anyone even listening
I'm feeling like I'm stuck here all alone
And even though I try to fight
I feel like everything is in black and white
Even though I try
I still feel like I'm missing something inside
Or is it all in my mind