I just need alleviation
What I'd do for some sense of relief
I watched my hope disappear in the breeze
And now I don't know what I believe, at all
Now I just need alleviation
There's always hesitation
I'm just sick of waiting for what is mine
I see the good in what we're facing, no
When we break free from the mold, oh
Got too much distortion
From the moment my parents divorced and
From that moment I was caught up in a whirlwind
Hard to even think about a girlfriend
When my heart's broken
Haven't seen true love except on TV
Best believe me
Speaking from the heart, yeah, that's been easy
I could disappear, but I know you need me, yeah
Putting the pressure all on me
I won't break down, I've never been on E
Harnessing my energy so I can be free
Fading from reality, it's nice to leave
And get apart these days
Dream away the paranoia
You can wake up if you wanna
All the things that we started along the way
Don't fear what you don't know
Don't lose yourself in the process
Just try to make a little progress
All the developments on me
Looking for a change but it's hard to see
Putting everything I have in the harmony, it's harming me
But I won't change, cause I think it might affect it
In my brain, it gets deceptive, now I
Now I just need alleviation
There's always hesitation
I'm just sick of waiting for what is mine
I see the good in what we're facing, no
When we break free from the mold, oh
To keep hate in your soul is debilitating
To let go of your pain is humiliating
And I don't wanna let go
From the things that I can't change
But I know
It's the only way
If I ever want
Some sort of escape
All the developments on me
Looking for a change but it's hard to see
Putting everything I have in the harmony, it's harming me
But I won't change, cause I think it might affect it
In my brain, it gets deceptive, now I
Now I just need alleviation
There's always hesitation
I'm just sick of waiting for what is mine
I see the good in what we're facing
When we break free from the mold
To keep hate in your soul is debilitating
To let go of your pain is humiliating