Promise (Slowed Version) Video (MV)

I've been blinded
Looking for some love
I can't find it
Thought I had enough
So absent-minded
Thought I'd change your mind
But you decided
Yeah, you decided
I wasn't worthy
Another broken heart
Just trying to hurt me
How do I sit back and enjoy the journey
My stomach's turning
I see the memories burning
Is it even concerning to you
That we made a promise
We'd never break down
All that we have started
But the pain keeps me awake
Dearly departed
I don't ever wanna let you go
But you should know
Look what you started
I threw my love to you
But you never caught it
What was I supposed to do
Lie down, rejected
My heart, did you even expect it
I wonder what's your perspective
You're seeming so unaffected
You treated me like an idol
Someone who would truly deserve the title
Now my lungs don't breath the same
I'm losing vitals
Now I feel back like I did when I was a child
It's hard to break a smile
I'm done with the panicking right now
It's hard to be present
When I'm part of this dream I have
I know I have an obsession
Can you blame me
I couldn't change me
Even if I wanted
I'm forever all in
That I made a promise
I'll never look back now that we have started
But the pain keeps me awake
Dearly departed
I don't ever wanna let you go
But you should know
Look what you started
I threw my love to you
But you never caught it
What was I supposed to do
Lie down, rejected
My heart, did you even inspect it
I wonder what's your perspective
You're seeming so unaffected
Look what you made me