Mashawi - Confusion, Pt. 2 Lyrics

I'm in my feelings deep
Trying to rock myself to sleep
Thinking my life keeps playing me
Over and over
Pensive ways just love to take over
And it brings me to a place of mystery
Where I forget what best for me
I'm bad for me, all this uncertainty
Confusion, can't let it take me over
It follows day and night
Confusion, I need to just pull over
And straighten out my mind
Been thinkin' bout my life
And all the lonely nights
Being the Black Sheep
Not even gonna live
I give myself no breaks
And then I go and break
Days I see no ways
Out of the sinking place
Confusion, can't let it take me over
It follows day and night
Confusion, I need a resolution
To stop the hurt and bruising
Subconscious likes to whisper
Screaming is not a choice
I listen to my demons
Like, I don't have a voice
Right now I see no summers
Need me some rainbow colours
To help me self discover
My true living colours
Confusion, can't let it take me over
It follows day and night
Confusion, I need to just pull over
And straighten out my mind
My systems on over load
Ticking to explode
Causing this misery, has got me by my feet
I gotta feel the light
Loving all of me
I just wanna be free, from all this misery
Can't stop the rain from falling
I'm slowly deeply drowning
Can't hold my breath, I'm screaming
Woohooo
Confusion, can't let it take me over
It follows day and night
Confusion, I need a resolution
To stop the hurt and bruising
Don't let it win