Dark Sides Video (MV)

So many times I've felt alone
In a house, but not a home
In a crowded room yet I'm feeling like I'm on my own
And I'm thinking like "F*ck where am I gonna go"
Here's a thing you don't know
And I'm losing control
And I'm ready to flow
Out of here on a cloud that I smoked
Into heaven or hell
Whichever one I abode
I'm just a soul going where I've been told
I ask god where he is
Cuz in periods of time of life
When I needed him and he never arrived
And he didn't come through
So don't send me to hell
I'm swearing to you
That this shit is on you
So in times when I thought about ending it all
And the pain I felt never dissolves
Think about it God if you even care
That I did try but you didn't answered my calls
So hows it my fault?

So many times I've felt alone
Just me and my notes
Filled with so much rage and death
There's gotta be something here
That is wrong with my dome
But its been that way forever so I'll be on my own
And people think it's a joke
Bitch just hand me the rope
Give me another f*cking reason I'm ready to go
And you think that you're scary
Cuz the guns that you carry
Bitch go the f*ck ahead
Please f*cking end me already
Depressions got me in a hole
Just ready to leave
Just ready to go
Whatevers next might not be my home
But it's a ride that I'm ready to take
And I'm ready to roll
This lifes taking a toll
Used to being alone
Just stay on my phone
Hate breaking out so I do what I know
Whatevers next might not be my home
But it's a ride I'm ready to take
And I'm ready to roll