John Wick Video (MV)

I miss her
I miss the way she'd smile and laugh
The only thing I have now is a cold staff
With autograph I forgot about
But now days in life
I'm in the cold in the snow betrayed
Like I'm John wick with a dead wife
And a dead dog
Like John wick
It's a quarter half past nine
And I can't stop thinking
In my mind I cannot blink
Daydreaming of me dying
But I guess I keep fighting like John wick
But I guess I'm the prick
Who loved a girl
Who could never like me
Everyone thinks I'm fine
I mean look at me
I mean look at me
Happy guy behind all the lies
Not getting kinky
But my hands are tied
Not giving up but I'm so tired
This has become so serious
That I think it's dire
Look at my lyrics
And they think it's fire
Iron man said he'd cut the wire
I'm qualified as a suicidal
Try, lie, define, bad state of mind
I tried, but my issues piled
"Blain I'm always here to talk"
Yeah that's just wild
Try to lie but you get fired
Tired cannot sleep
I cut the rope
Try to talk to me answer tone
Sorry I was smoking dope
With a piece of foam
Don't tell no one
Postpone any chance I have with girls
Cause I'm insecure
Yet I'm a lure and my soul is pure
Please I don't need cheer
Just another beer
Just another beer
I miss her
I miss the way she'd smile and laugh
The only thing I have now is a cold staff
With autograph I forgot about
But now days in life
I'm in the cold in the snow betrayed
Like I'm John wick with a dead wife
And a dead dog
I miss her
And everything that she stands for
Going to a morgue
For my body to export
Imma go to court for suicidal inquires
Just leave me be
Wanna die in peace
Just f*cking sign the lease
Listen
I promise I don't
Have a screaming problem
Just got a lot of problems
And Im looking for a way to solve em
Don't know where I'm going yet
But it's f*cking autumn
Just don't wanna be forgotten
Be forgotten
Ever since her feelings died
I've been feeling low
I'm numb s
So even the bullets
Yeah they're going slow
Colder than the North Pole
Yeah i get it's full of snow
Global warming
But I don't know if the trees will grow
Everyday's a new problem for people
So just take it slow
Heathens have a death wish
Going toe to toe
Hawkeye is shooting his bow
But he's not cupid
So they arrows yeah they flowed
Just remember John wick
Knows everything about
Everyone
But I'm the one with a gun
But tonight lets have some fun
Have some fun w
With a bullet in my brain
To the night let's me decay
Me decay
Me decay yeah
I miss her
I miss the way she'd smile and laugh
The only thing I have now is a cold staff
With autograph I forgot about
But now days in life
I'm in the cold in the snow betrayed
Like I'm John wick with a dead wife
And a dead dog