Mathew - HOT CHOCOLATE Lyrics

Know I got a couple demons
I'm not talking about cars
Drop a gear lemme speed on
Moving fast tryna get far
Give it time prolly couple years
Don't waste time, don't hate on me
LP cooking am I being clear?
You're still blaming, aim on me
I wish I could say that you're mine but you're not
I was lying I was caught
Wasting us for my thoughts
Wanted you to stay but I know you should not
Spending all my love now I'm faced with the cost
Paying to be happy emotions got lost
Stepped up in the picture it's you that I want
Living with regret I done messed it all up
I messed it all up caught me stoning two doves
Running outta money (money)
I don't got no hoes (what?)
I can't cop a Rollie (nah)
I don't whip the Rolls (nah)
Tell you bout my stories (stories)
I ain't got a home (home)
You not one my homies (Homies?)
Kick ya to the road (yuh)
Skating down the block
With a blicky in my sock
Yeah that hit sticky
You ain't with me
Find another flock
Running out of options
Everybody talking
But I'm honest
I'm out walking
What you dropping when you stalking in cars?
Always watching
Cuz I'm dropping bars
You cannot stop it
I'm on a rocket to mars
Burning bright like a star
Yous a opp
Got you blocked
Gave you options and you chose wrong
Playing HØM3$!CK got you listening to old songs
I be smoking getting high off a old bong
My father figure prolly figure I had quit doing this
I was fifteen started writing and smoking hits
You can be angry or sad
I'll say I was bad, kid
Getting past those habits
Living with the baggage
Being broke the average
I'm no savage
I'm a bastard
A growing man with damage
You ain't asking
But I'm passing the facts
I ain't no pastor
But I'm preaching
Being rid of all my demons
I'm a heathen
Who done burned my bridges
In a different season
Tryna earn up riches
I'm just glad I'm breathing
I got scars and stitches
And my wounds still healing
Raise the bar on snitches
These rats bottom feeding
I wish I could say that you're mine but you're not
I was lying I was caught
Wasting us for my thoughts
Wanted you to stay but I know you should not
Spending all my love now I'm faced with the cost
Paying to be happy emotion got lost
Stepped up in the picture it's you that I want
Living with regret I done messed it all up
I messed it all up caught me stoning two doves
Shame on
Shame on
Come find me
Come find me
Come find me
Shame on
Come find me
Come find me
Come find me
Come find me
Shame on me
I wish I could say that you're mine but you're not
I was lying I was caught
Wasting us for my thoughts
Wanted you to stay but I know you should not
Spending all my love now I'm faced with the cost
Paying to be happy emotion got lost
Stepped up in the picture it's you that I want
Living with regret I done messed it all up
I messed it all up caught me stoning two doves