Mathis - Day 6 Lyrics

Fantastical, he's laughable, he makes these tracks so rappable
You hate his shit? He's radical, you don't know he's emphatically
And actually the greatest kid who rapidly and magically gave the world
His agony but hated all that he would be
Cause no one would love him because he's sitting alone
And he's too scared to talk because he's scared of the throne
But he wants it so bad he feels like he can taste it
He's so sick of his life and cannot be complacent
So he's writing his poems screaming three in the morning
Saying same old shit because he knows that he's boring
He wants to be the greatest that the world gotta see
He's got dreams of being big even though he's 13
He grows older and sad, turns out he's got depression
The doctor thought it was reflux, he put pills in possession
The ADD that he's stressing it makes the pills feels like heaven
And now his chest is compressin' and he can't see his reflection
And now he's thinking some bad shit what the f*ck did he do?
He's throwing up just every morning he's alone in his room
He's got anxiety because he's too dumb for his school
But he doesn't know that he thought the reflux too
So now he's screaming emotions, and his whole stomach's exploding
He wants to go to the roaches cause he can't live in the moment
He's hoping for presents that the future will bring
But f*ck it, I guess he'll take anything

I thought we were something but turns out we're not
I was wrong to believe you you lied on the spot
You told me you loved me, I'm just the idea
It's not me that you love it's the me that's not here
My head is diluted, my head is now jello
I knew that I liked you since you first said hello
And now that you f*cked me I never feel mellow
I don't trust these girls who are trying to settle
Cause you f*cked that up, you f*cked that up for me
Do you even know now that I can't believe
A girl who tells me that she's perfect for me
And I look at her and I think she's lying
You know that's so f*cked, but it's like you don't care
You lashed out at me when I fell to despair
You told me it's my fault you fell out of love
The moment I said that I just gave a f*ck
You don't know the hurt and the sorrow you caused
I took to the joint, I won't stop till I've lost
You told me you loved me, you were my best friend
And now you go make me think this was pretend
You know that I loved you, I would give you the stars
I would give you my all I would give you my heart
But you liked me more when we were apart
When I was out thriving cause you couldn't start
You wanted this pipe dream shit I hope you get it
Guess you wanted that more than friendships that ended
We'd kiss in my car, you're the girl for me
You're the prettiest girl that I had ever seen
And to me you were nice and we had great times
So why'd you f*ck it up and feed me these lies
You hid it all up it was like a disguise
I think I get it now I get the ocean eyes