Yeah, I wasn't gonna put this on this project man but I just feel like I gotta let it all out Man and look past it, you know? Let's go
I don't really know what it's gonna take
Maybe couple rides down the interstate
And I don't think I'll make it back this time
Ooh, something feels wrong inside my mind
We weren't told how to deal with heartbreak
But I was taught how to learn from mistakes
But I don't think I'ma make it back this time
No, something feels wrong inside my mind
I don't really know what's it's gonna take
No matter what I do, I never feel it's great
Picture perfect days, that is all erased
Memories turning grey
Feeling this pain, wish I could stop it
Everybody saying "Matt, just stop it"
They are fake, won't help if they can't profit
They all changed if I am being honest
I keep shit bottled in, but I might blow up
I'm on bottle 10, think I'm gonna throw up
This ship is gonna sink, yeah, in 1-2-3
Life ain't what you think, I can't even sleep
Many nights in my room crying alone
[No one knows about that shit]
Forever feel like I'm all alone
I'm on my own, feel I got nowhere to go
I don't really know what it's gonna take
Maybe couple rides down the interstate
And I don't think I'll make it back this time
Ooh, something feels wrong inside my mind
We weren't told how to deal with heartbreak
But I was taught how to learn from mistakes
But I don't think I'ma make it back this time
No, something feels wrong inside my mind
Feeling guilty and ashamed
Tired of all these games
Yeah, stuck in this maze
And I cannot be saved
I just can't reach back in life when I was happy
Cause every time I try, the past loves to attack me
Wish I never f*cked up, woulda been done with school
Maybe had a girl I love, life wouldn't be as cruel
Cause everywhere I go I feel lost on this earth
And everywhere I go ends up with a wrong turn
I'm so tired of feeling and getting hurt
When will it all stop? I just wanna be heard
Many nights in my room crying alone
I live this life of a constant unknown
Forever feel like I'm all alone
I'm on my own, feel I got nowhere to go
I don't really know what it's gonna take
Maybe couple rides down the interstate
And I don't think I'll make it back this time
Ooh, something feels wrong inside my mind
We weren't told how to deal with heartbreak
But I was taught how to learn from mistakes
But I don't think I'ma make it back this time
No, something feels wrong inside my mind