Matt Paige - Still Here (Outro) Lyrics

Look at who showed up
Late as who knows what
Sipping from a cold cup
I usually don't but...
My brother got married on saturday... toast up
Life's been a matinee
Why should i have to wait
I need that bag today
I found my happy place
Running from problems get old bruh...
School pants with the holes in em
Wasn't my choice to have holes in em
This like Pac with no nose piercing
This like Pac with no holes in him
1996 i took my first breath
From the concrete appeared a rose nigga
That's why every single verse, I put my soul in it
(That's why every single verse I put my soul in it)
Tell me am i wrong for thinking way bigger
Tell me am i wrong for thinking way different
I don't trust these hoes
I can't show em how I'm feeling
I already know they only love me cuz i kill shit
So much to deal with
Lil bro got years and Shea done got killed
And mama got bills and
I'm losing interest in doing shit more everyday
And i hate to say that includes living
Why am i still here?

Tried to make a way for you
Tried to make a plate for
Might have pressed the breaks for you
Might express my hate for you (i might i might)
But who got the time for that?
Told myself one day
They'll wish they could simply rewind it back
I gotta she for Zack
Put all my Ex's in line like the space where you sign shit at
I saw the bigger picture
Nights at BK i was cooking up rhymes
Dropping tenders i miss all my niggas
"All of my friends are dead" Uzi's shot vertically
Claiming there victims
Bad habit of putting my problems in swishers
I stuck to this rap shit
I spoke on some real shit
It's all therapeutic
It might pay the bills but until then I...

Need to know why am i still here
Why am i still here... yea yea
Why am I still here
Ohhh why am i still here
(Why am i still... why am i still here)

Maybe maybe it's just me
Maybe it's this weed
Maybe maybe maybe it's just me
Maybe it's this beat
Maybe maybe maybe it's just me
Maybe it's that heat
Maybe maybe maybe it's just me
Maybe it's my season
On my Creole season