Matt Van - Drunken Christmas Lyrics

Yeah I've been drinking tonight
Hanging the stocking you left behind
But the fire just doesn't seem as warm
As when you were by my side

Have I been naughty or nice
I made mistakes, I've made them twice
But will I survive another drunken Christmas
Without you

Yeah I've been thinking tonight
About the day you caught my eye
Oh in the wintertime, and it felt so right
But now I just wanna curl up and die

I think it might be a sign
This broken heart, and these bloodshot eyes
I may not survive another drunken Christmas
Without you

Silent night, hold me tight
I'm so gone, I'm so high
You got me f*cked up girl
'Round yon bourbon, amber and fine
Holy shit, I'm a mess tonight
Passed out alone by the Christmas tree
But don't even worry
About me