Matt Williams - Maybe Next Time Lyrics

Why'd you have to go so soon?
This shit is getting so old
You turned away from me and smiled
Like you painted your life gold
But it's all old pain, I think I'm okay
Just holding broken bones
But now you don't exist
And you'll never know what I know

Maybe next time I won't feel so low
Maybe next time I'll think before I go
You promised me that everything would be just fine no need for fear
Behind these walls of glass I hear
Maybe next time

I'm scared
I've seen this movie and it lives in my fears
I keep it near
To remember the sadness and pain I've felt all year
I know it's not fair, I know I'm in the wrong
But I've hurt myself for way too long
It's not you, it's always been me
I've been f*cked up can't you see?

Maybe next time I won't feel so low
Maybe next time I'll think before I go
You promised me that everything would be just fine no need for fear
Behind these walls of glass I hear

I have a pain that sits deep
Though my faith in you it lets me fight
A thousand words
They're like paper cuts on my mind
On my mind

Maybe next time I won't feel so low
Maybe next time I'll think before I go
You promised me that everything would be just fine no need for fear
Behind these walls of glass I hear
Maybe next time
Maybe next time