Matthew Andy - Honestly Lyrics

Honestly
Every day I'm so tired
It's absurd to me
That this is my reality
I'm sorry
That I'm disappointing
I don't know you enough
Guess I'll never be enough
Apologizing everyday coz I got love for you
Don't know why I care so much but I would die for you
I know what they'd say about me yea it hurts me
But honestly is there really another way
You don't know how it hurts but I don't expect you to know
It's not like I cry to you and tell you everything you know
All the things I say to you are only for you
So how are you gotta act like to them you've got no clue
Honestly
I take you for granted
You're like a brother to me
Always got my back for me
Honestly
Someday I don't think I deserve you
But there's not much I can do
But to stick around for you
All the love I give to you no girl could ever get
It doesn't feel the same to me when they get wet
You gave me a sense of security I never get
I know I'm not perfect but you haven't left me yet
Honestly, why are you this good to me
Help me find my clarity
Nothing you can't for me
Honestly
I wish this never ends
Coz if it does
I don't know if I can
Continue to live my life trusting nobody
My walls won't ever come down again for anybody
I'm not trying to tie you down I am nobody
But I wonder if I died would you even cry for me
I don't ever ask for much but you're always there
I don't want it to be one-sided I get so scared
Wanna do the same for you like how much you care
I finally realised the thing we have is so rare
Honestly
You give me honesty
Honestly
(Honestly)