Matthew James Hemmer - CONFLICTED Lyrics

I'm so conflicted conflicted
I'm so I'm so I'm so
I waste my time thinking a lot
Cause I don't really know what I want
Might spend my life chasing mirages and miracles
Disregarding the cost
And that's my choice that's my choice
It's my choice but I can't make up my mind
I'm conflicted I'm conflicted I'm so conflicted
It's ridiculous
They say you can have this yeah or you can have that
See like you could get rich kid or you could be happy hmm
Or maybe both or maybe neither
You'll never know let's raise a toast
The future's irregular that's the regular
Taste of failure too familial
Feel them watching me it's not edible
Hit the broccoli till I'm a vegetable
And I really wanna shed this waitweight
But I really gotta get this pay
Locked in while stuck in place
Trying to break set like Andre
Plus I still got my bae
Brings me back when I've gone astray
She be looking like an entree
Bout to eat it up like andele andele
I can't lie though in my mind
No I just can't see eye to eye with me
And that's the irony
Used to handle it finefinally
Wake up so conflicted
It's hard to fall back asleep
All these decisions and promises
Worried that I won't keep
I waste my time thinking a lot
Cause I don't really know what I want
Might spend my life chasing mirages and miracles
Disregarding the cost
And that's my choice that's my choice
It's my choice but I can't make up my mind
I'm conflicted I'm conflicted I'm so conflicted
It's ridiculous
I'm conflicted I'm conflicted
I'm so conflicted
It's ridiculous