Mavah - Lost Who I Am (feat. Dryboy.) Lyrics

I just want to figure out what I've been losing
No no no
Think I lost it all
They say that I been living in a dream
But anything is better then this shit reality
I'm tired of people telling me exactly who to be
Cause they don't even know me
The only side of me they know is always been a phoney
Oh ooh
I don't know who I am becoming
Oh ooh
I guess I'm just lost
Lost who I am
Impersonate anyone I can
Even pain inside a can runs out
Wish I could run
It's hard to void everyone
Guess I lie until the sun goes down
Now I am away forever
And now I am away forever
What the f*ck does it mean
When you lose everything
You been tryna collapse
Bitch I tryna pay of this thing
I been kicked and hit and kissed and pulled in every direction
But I miss my turn and now I'm worth people's affection
How the f*ck would that go at all
I would rather lose it all
My father used to do this thing
He would drown in alcohol
Some times I think I'll do the same
And talk divorces in the wall
That don't exist at all
I just want to figure out what I've been losing
But my brain is too damn confusing
Think I lost it all
Lost who I am
Impersonate anyone I can
Even pain inside a can runs out
Wish I could run
It's hard to void everyone
Guess I lie until the sun goes down (ooh)
Now I am away forever
And now I am away forever