They want to talk to me now
I was never one that could fit into a crowd
Don't know why I've let them hold me down
Don't know why I'm f*cked up in the head but I'll figure it out
It looks like I'm living a life
But I'm just getting by
Posting highlights of our lives
Searching for love that I'll never find Know that one day we all gonna die
And that most people living a lie
So right now, right now
I wanna feel alive
We judge off the car you drive
Or if you're in the magazines
This generation is so crude
Won't see me dancing around like a meme
Like a lot of you NPCs
Tell my story through mp3s
Putting on for my family
Spending too much, grandma, pray for me
Yeah, they always worried if I'm alright
Told my mama that I gotta
Leave my mark in this life
So I'm traveling around the
World so I
Could be known when I die
But they don't see the fight
Behind the scenes I'm dying
It looks like I'm living a life
But I'm just getting by
Posting highlights of our lives
Searching for love that I'll never find Know that one day we all gonna die
And that most people living a lie
So right now, right now
I wanna feel alive
It looks like I'm living a life
But I'm just getting by
Posting highlights of our lives
Searching for love that I'll never find Know that one day we all gonna die
And that most people living a lie
So right now, right now
I wanna feel alive