Yo, it's white outside
But I feel so blue
Santa asked me what I want
I tell him all I want is you
Santa, man, I lost my baby
She done found someone new
Santa lookin' at me sad
Like there's nothin' I can do
Christmas gettin' colder
Vodka with the soda, try to drown her
She be floatin
Tryna smoke her out
But shawty on my mind
She was Goated she was mine
Had I known that was the last time I would hold her
Would've held her a little longer
She a goner, she no longer on the sofa
In the kitchen, bendin' over
Gettin' food out the oven
We was buggin
We was crazy
She the truth
Used to love it
When we'd talk about nothing
Nigella with it, she baked them blueberry muffins
Now, it's white outside
But I feel so blue
Santa asked me what I want
I tell him all I want is you
Santa, man, I lost my baby
She done found someone new
Santa lookin' at me sad
Like there's nothin' I can do
Yo, it's white outside
But I feel so blue
Santa asked me what I want
I tell him all I want is you
Santa, man, I lost my baby
She done found someone new
Santa lookin' at me sad
Like there's nothin' I can do
Okay, Santa, could you please
Find a way to put her under my tree
Cause what we had was a dream
We was part of a team
A machine with plenty of moving parts
We was so delusional, like there's plenty of broken hearts
Ain't got nothin' to do with ours
Now I'm lookin' at these scars
Now I look up at the stars
Like these the same ones she lookin' at
I know it's bad
For my mental health, lookin' back
So Santa, I could care less about what you got in your bag
Yo, it's white outside
But I feel so blue
Santa asked me what I want
I tell him all I want is you
Santa, man, I lost my baby
She done found someone new
Santa lookin' at me sad
Like there's nothin' I can do