It's Not Easy (feat. Ian Fike) Video (MV)

Itʼs not that easy to let it go
The pain that made me who I am
I wear it on my skin
Times were hard
But not hard enough to quit.
At least I made it this far

I am not the shadow you once loved in me
From up above looking down
I can see how far Iʼve come
Let me grow again

Let me grow again
Why is this shame and struggle everlasting
The pain doesnʼt define me
But it doesnʼt go away

Itʼs all in my head
But here it comes again.

I am not the shadow you once loved in me
From up above looking down
I can see how far Iʼve come
Let me grow again

It takes all I have to see my face
And how my skin has changed
Iʼve been afraid of this and I know
Itʼs not easy to stand up to yourself
Face the weight of all that youʼve become
Realize the source of all your problems lie in your head

I am not the shadow you once loved in me.
From up above looking down
I can see how far Iʼve come
Let me grow again