Mayfield - Not Enough Lyrics

Blackout all the time
Hijacking my mind
Succumb to the endless drag
All this living on the edge
Could it all be overdue
Could these days be at their end for me and you
All this good for bad I canʼt take back
Maybe I'm not enough
Maybe Iʼm just meant to be
Forever burning at both ends
You canʼt regret what you never did so I did it all
I had to learn to swim
Caving in is inevitable
You donʼt have to fall again and again to find the end
Maybe Iʼm just not enough
Maybe it just got heavier
Maybe Iʼm too f*cked up
So what
Itʼs all the same to me
I know that itʼs harder these days
Everything in decay
It feels like any night I could slip away
Would that be okay
Watch the world explode when it all goes up
I canʼt take it anymore
Wish I could give it up
Itʼs just my luck that everything gets f*cked
And falls apart the second I lose my grip
Maybe Iʼm just meant to be
Forever burning at both ends
You canʼt regret what you never did so I did it all
I had to learn to swim
Caving in is inevitable
You donʼt have to fall again and again to find the end
Maybe Iʼm just not enough
Itʼs just my luck that everything gets f*cked
And falls apart the second I let my guard down
The moment of weakness takes me and I surrender
Maybe Iʼm just meant to be
Forever burning at both ends
You canʼt regret what you never did so I did it all
I had to learn to swim
Caving in is inevitable
You donʼt have to fall again and again to find the end
Maybe Iʼm just not enough