My Mind Is a Battlefield Video (MV)

If you could take a trip down the corridors
Of my mixed up mind
Here's what you'll find
The pain and the anger my daddy left, when he left
Plus the pain I felt from my homey's death
If you could walk a mile in these Phat Farm sneakers
On these two feet
Guess who you'll meet
My best friend Confusion
Plus my homeys Sadness and Pain
I'll be glad when the rain
Wash the pain to side
And the pain subsides
In the crevices if my mind
Led by the blind
Too long
But I'm too strong
Got to move on
And put my mind in check
Took the nine and checked
The clip for one to rip through this stubborn head of mind
And out me out my misery what, you kiddin' me
I ain't got the guts to die ain't interested in livin'
Not in the condition the present day and time is givin'

My mind is a battlefield
A battlefield
My mind is a battlefield
I'm at war
Can you feel me
My mind is a battlefield
A battlefield
My mind is a battlefield
I'm at war
Can you feel me

Too long, I wrestled with these demons who be schemin'
On my soul now
I'm gettin' old now
It's gettin' cold now
I need the warmth from the father who be knowin' it all
See it all
Be it all
Shook the ghost off
Blast the toast off at those
Ones who want me done up
Bang nightfall to sunup
Sat amongst the experts and heard 'em say
Two a day
All I need to keep the strain away
This pain away
If you could dream my dreams
Live my past
Witness who I witness get blast
Could you last
If you could witness the mental anguish
From the separation of his father and his kids like i did
You, too, would hold the n-i-n-e
C-l-o-s-e, contemplatin' like me
On whether you should let it blow
Or just let it go
Looks like another life TKO

My mind is a battlefield
A battlefield
My mind is a battlefield
I'm at war
Can you feel me
My mind is a battlefield
A battlefield
My mind is a battlefield
I'm at war
Can you feel me

If you could take a trip down the deep, dark halls
Of the castle if my mind
Here's what you'll find
Paranoia from beef unsettled
Lookin' over your shoulder
Grippin' the metal
Hopin' not to have a dejavu
Hopin' not to have to rip it back and let off two
They don't know
They really don't know
What it take to survive a breakdown
Think, now
Could you keep your composure
With all the pressure comin' down on you
While God frown on you
Could you hold your head up
No matter the setup
We all fall down but we get up
Dead up

My mind is a battlefield
A battlefield
My mind is a battlefield
I'm at war
Can you feel me
My mind is a battlefield
A battlefield
My mind is a battlefield
I'm at war
Can you feel me
My mind is a battlefield
A battlefield
My mind is a battlefield
I'm at war
Can you feel me
My mind is a battlefield
A battlefield
My mind is a battlefield
I'm at war
Can you feel me