I still dream about you all the time
You f*ck me to pieces, I wake up and I'm
Another ghost inside a muscle coat
A mechanical indifference
A bitterness you know
I get used to losing all my friends
It used to make me feel like nothing
Like the world was going to end
But mine's a life of pre-emptive resolve
After I do this, I won't do this
No diminish, no return
Always feeling like I'm somehow under-dosed
You leave me yearning like a virgin in the dirty static snow
But sex is weird and it only makes us sad
Promises you everything, shimmer shards of freshly crushed glass
Under the skin upon my arms
I can feel my unborn children crowd around my coward heart
So now I flee where nobody pursues
Oh wicked, stick it to me
No matter what I do, I lose