I find myself thinking that you really were the perfect one
You have so much chemistry I wish that I could have some
This timing was so bad it's like I'm stuck inside a prison cell
Four windows that show me the happiness that I can't reach and well
When all there is to dream about are things that could've happened
I wake up so depressed to see that it was all imagined
To this day I'm feeling blue from all these constant thoughts of you
So tonight I'll write them on a page and hope that they will stop soon
I wish I were someone else
I wish I had never felt
The sensation of this self
Hatred, what is mental health?
A man who spoke a million words could never even verbalize
The thoughts that I have circling behind these stupid dirt brown eyes
If I could just be a regular guy maybe I would've already shot up to this elusive sky
Maybe if I wasn't so sad all the time I'd be outside with all of my friends feeling fine
Unfortunately since I am this way I can only hope I'll make it another day
I wish I were someone else
I wish I had never felt
The sensation of this self
Hatred, what is mental health?
