The life I've awaken to is confusing me what do I do with it?
I cannot believe what my life has come to
How do did it get here?
I thought you could help but aren't helping me answer this one question
That keeps on repeating again and again and again and again in my head
No! What have I done!
What stands behind it all? What is the reason to all of the actions that I've done
Ohh I have to know! There must be a reason, the must be an answer to it all, all, ALL!
I'm starting to realize, I'm starting to
Gather up clues to why I am here
I hope I am close to what I've been looking for in this wild world
I don't no if I'm right, i don't know if I'm wrong
I don't if I'm even close
But I'm not giving up yet, when there are many uncovered sins in my head
In my head! My f*cking head!