Melted Moonbeams - Delirium Lyrics

Liquid static air pouring down my walls
Tiny shadow-demon knocking on my eyeballs
Retinas at war, get my sight corrected
My mind is in a haze, I want my spirit resurrected
Evil forces have injected absinthe into my brain
How else can I explain
All the psychedelic pain
That made my heart and soul drain?
Ain't nothing the same since I started this game
I don't know where I am, I don't even know my name
Accidic, black clouds crackle over my bed
Giant, angry phantoms eat away at my head
I'm trying to remember the parade I led
I'm trying to retrieve all the joy I bled
I feel a wormhole growing in my mind instead
I dream for a life that don't feel like a nightmare
I close my eyes, but the terror is right there
Each image appears, gradually getting stranger
The supernatural to sex, I know I'm in danger
Who's the arranger of life and death?
If there is some kind of God, he would give me some breath
To help me survive, defeat my anxiety
To expel all the visions and spirits inside of me
So I can put myself at ease, finally get some rest
I haven't slept for days, my mind is a mess
I request some entity to help me persevere
To help me find peace and erase my fear
To eject all the spirits to the exosphere
I don't need them here, I need to get myself to sleep
Unless they tell all the secrets for me to keep
Shit! Their spells are kicking in, I wanna be on their side
I don't know what's good or evil
I don't know what's fake or real
I don't know where I can hide
No, no!

No reality can be this bizarre
I know my head is on my shoulders, but it feels like it's far
Away from me, floating in the stars
That space is in my mind where my thoughts fell apart
How can I start my life again?
I'm drowning in fear and there ain't no end
To this kaleidoscopic hole of dark confusion
Where either life is too real or everything's an illusion
Where I'm always on the brink of a panic attack
Where my mind is dead and memory can't come back
Where true thoughts are blocked by a vile stack
Of poison blockades that no one can retract
The effect is in tact, the fear is in too deep
Sounds and images erupt and I'll never get to sleep
The f*ck is wrong with me? My mind is being broken
By graphic nightmares and fears unspoken
Flip a token to decide my real condition:
Hysteria or dementia or some kind of rendition?
Who's the guard that released the constant-horror visions?
Keeping them imprisoned should be his only mission
Get these devils in cage for my own peace of mind
Too many levels of rage if they claws break the bind
Hallucinatory demons, I spend all my time fearing 'em
My thoughts are finally broken, or maybe it's delirium

The floor is hologram, the room is expanding
Sirens signal and scream like my skull is a landing
For robotic bugbears whose teeth are demanding
Of bloodbath and flesh to prove who's commanding
My mind, but they'll find, I'll be the one reprimanding
With my neon blade, I'll degrade them from the standings;
Success to distress, the ranks we all see
The construction of the world, explained coherently
But not to me, it must be far more complex
What's the source of confusion that my thoughts reflect?
I detect they're from nowhere, they feel blank and wide
Like a home, they're vibrant, but there's nothing inside
Given the chance, colors dance like a flame
But the sun on my eyelids makes everything mundane
Blinding all movement, every cell is drained
My brain is the engine, it's the only thing to blame
My body is tingling, I feel an ascension
I see myself twitching, an astral projection
My soul shouldn't move, it should stay in place
It shouldn't glimmer and glow like a prize in a case
This is cosmic damnation, I can't float down
Trapped in liquid static, dark matter all around
Paraesthesia commences in the transparent shell
Paralysis in the body, now its stiff as hell
Is there some kind of spell to reverse this fate?
To go back in time and never hesitate
To mediate and wait to be fully relaxed
To drift off in peace and never relapse
To this metallic dungeon, this airless cave
Where your brain is rewired and you can't be saved
And boneless, green angels lift you up to a grave
In a clouded purgatory, devoid of the brave...

Souls like me, accepting the terror
Recognize the consequence, remember my error;
Imagination augmented to the tenth degree
Electric horror-gas strangling me
Life breaking down so suddenly
I have no sense of how things used to be
Ghouls and goblins dwelling in my brain
The internal feast of subatomic pain
Eternal, at least, til I devise a plan
To exile all the spirits to a far away land
I'm a madman in a dark, empty room
Overreacting like my bed is a tomb
Where in actuality, obsession is the crime
And I've shivered in my sheets wasting all this time
I'm blind to normal thought after all this living hell
My mind needs a new safe space to dwell
Liquid static's gone, something cancelled the spell
A positive force or myself I'll never know
Silence killed the clusters, the spirits had to go
Intrusive thoughts, I spent all night fearing them
My mind is damaged, I suffer from delirium