Messy Tesla - Obsession Lyrics

It's like, alot of weird shit has been going on lately
And I don't know how to explain it
Obsession is a hell of a drug that I watch you overdose on
Acting like it's hot the way you can't even keep all your clothes on
You're only my girl cause you knowing I could put us both on
All I see is murder when I'm looking at the book that you wrote on
You say it's f*cked up that I think how I think
I say it's f*cked up that you honor my grief
You laugh when I tell you I'm searching for me
And for that I forgive you but I need my distance
I'm searching for purpose one day you will see
That really this life it was destined for me
My childhood was hard wasn't pleasant for me
Had me hating myself wanted nothing from me
Put the blade to my wrist and I cut me to sleep
Put my hand on your neck and I choke you to sleep
I'm a vampire boy put your neck to my teeth
Watch you cum and you cum and you cum till you leave
I'm a angel the one you be calling for guidance
You heard it you saw it you felt it and tried it
It started off well then it turned into silence
Cause your time was money that wasn't worth buying
Obsession is a hell of a drug that I watch you overdose on
Acting like it's hot the way you can't even keep all your clothes on
You're only my girl cause you knowing I could put us both on
All I see is murder when I'm looking at the book that you wrote on