I got welts on my ass, cause I'm knuckleheaded kid
Was always running from the feds for stupid shit that I did
7 years old, hiding secrets from my momma
Ripping posters off the wall, this poster child starting drama
Moving cities, momma ain't like where we at
I packed my Gamecube
Luigi's Mansion in my backpack
Kept my family close forever, but I always feel kinda off
Cause I'm just a stupid f*cking new kid with a runny nose and a cough
I'll be the first one ever to put myself inside coffin
Feel like I had to have my mouth glued shut to the bickering
Lights flickering
I could feel myself getting sicker and sicker
Sitting on the roof tiles, thinking bout bottles of liquor
Do you know what it is
To contemplate drowning out sorrows
When you're 10 years old
And your best friend might leave tomorrow
That was my reality
Everyone up and left
I f*cking cried by myself
Stabbing myself in the head
What did I do to deserve this
Devote years of my life
Devil knocking at my door
I've met the antichrist
He had a pale skin hue
With a son not too bright
Talking to the stars
In the pale moonlight, yeah
Mental scars I carry today
Meds will never suffice
I need to find solace
But I don't think that I will
I've never been one to murder
But myself I might just kill
I'm a stupid knucklehead
Probably better off dead
Hang me up in the closet
Rip the skin off of my bones
Mold growing out the faucet
Mind altered like some drones
Watered media for families
Hypnotized inside their homes
Are you truly alive
Or is that a lie
You tell yourself
Have you met your demise
Hi, I am truth
You can look in my eyes
Look in my eyes
Tell me what do you see
A terrified little kid
Lost, lost
Somewhere he shouldn't be
Surrounded by entities
Let the shadow man creep
Let the shattered man weep
When they meet, they'll plot something devilish
In disbelief
Commit homicide
And relish it
I'm just a stupid knucklehead
I'm just a stupid knucklehead
I'm just a stupid knucklehead
I'm just a stupid knucklehead
I'm just a stupid knucklehead
I'm just a stupid knucklehead