MF Zeph - Three Houses (feat. daniels gone & Peaxce) Lyrics

I try and settle in
I am a man, I'm moving sediment
Puff out my chest
My friends are my regiment
Destroy the kettle quick
I simply don't know what's best for me
Cigarettes and asbestos have bested me
Swimming through this murky ocean
Oil inside my anemone
Not immediate, deny how this shit's affecting me
Afflictions on my body, SNES, I'm feeling like Ness
I've got the tar inside my bones, steady from dealing wit' stress

F*ck, shit, cough up a lung now
Kung pao
Wasting all my funds on unimportant shit
I'mma get a gun now
And kill myself quick
Because anywhere else is f*cking better than this shit
F*ck, shit, cough up a lung now
Kung pao
Wasting all my funds on unimportant shit
I'mma get a gun now
And kill myself quick
Because anywhere else is f*cking better than this shit

Don't try and tell me what I know
I don't know myself, what can I show
My friends are tryna raise me up
I fill myself with nothing but doubt
Sit in my house, let the Kraken out
When I record these songs, I let the passion out
(Why the f*ck am I starting to get an accent)
Started now and can't go down
Shiver me timbers, last winter I was a different person
Now I'm as cold as the ocean, you wanna see me floating
Certain people make me feel like I'm great
When I'm alone, I fill my own self with hate
Last month, I could've killed myself and said
I'm done with my plate
Starting to accept their help
Instead of waking up mad
Some people make me realize
That life may not be so bad

I'm disgusting
You can call me dijon mustard
Hate what I see the mirror
I f*cking struggle with loving myself
I don't got body issues
I am not a hoe
I'm just a walking bag of vomit
You can purchase in the store
People walk past
Hate looking into my eyes
I'm f*cking yelled at for even trying to sigh
I side with my guys
I'm fly as some rye
You could cut the tension with a knife
Superman, Cloud Strife

Been feeling awful
Been off a lot as of late, man
Done lost faith in my faith, shit
Look in that mirror
I hate my face, damn
Thoughts like my father, done caught up
Pour up that bottle, that liquor
Peep the pigment, my nigga
Roll my pain up in swisha
Shit, I figure it all go away
As I fill that ashtray to highest level
Fighting with my demons and the devil
Like, you can catch this fade
If you with it
Fadedoffthejump
My nigga what, like what the f*ck
Can't believe it
Must be dreaming in this Eva I pilot
Young Ikari
I'm wilding, wilding out the frame
Well, I'll be dang
Well, I'll be damned
Gotdamn
Shit, I'm stuck up on this stoop
Like, what am I to do
Stop acting stoop, Ed
Ed, Edd, and Eddy
I be scheming on the daily
Daily basis, just face it
You stuck up in the struggle
Lost up in the jungle
But, you steady rumble
You got the heart of a lion
And I ain't lying
Peace

F*ck, shit, cough up a lung now
Kung pao
Wasting all my funds on unimportant shit
I'mma get a gun now
And kill myself quick
Because anywhere else is f*cking better than this shit
F*ck, shit, cough up a lung now
Kung pao
Wasting all my funds on unimportant shit
I'mma get a gun now
And kill myself quick
Because anywhere else is f*cking better than this shit