Throw Away the Key Video (MV)

If I had any surplus energy
I wouldn't go and tell anybody
Bunch of vultures, mankind tends to be
Whether you're on the outskirts or a full member of society`
Considered neurotic, but I still got it
A narcissistic personality disorder and a twitch
I've been catering to the wrong kind
And now I've gone and broken and blown my own mind
Lost it on some adventure where I thought I'd find
The answers to why I've been so maligned
My mother cries every single night
Because she wishes I'd fly off like a kite
Disappear never be heard from again
Might as well be dead even if I'm just around the bend
Save your judgement for I've already atoned
My heart doesn't beat, it's made out of stone
Born an underdog, a refugee of misfortune
More controversial than Michael Jackson
What did you think you would see son
When you you take a peak into my situation

Oh no I forgot to pay my fee to be free
Now I'm gonna be locked away for al eternity
Just go and throw away the key
I don't fit to the rules of this sad reality

Masked with cascading skepticism
I've been left in an unfortunate position
Nasty sort of situation that can't happen
Where I begin to doubt the operations
That keeps everything in a semblance of function
Maintaining composure with no dividends
Is a task beyond struggling
It can be might disheartening
To see all that you build amass to so little
When you see such great potential
Most choices when made are irreversible
But I can't go and let that stop me now
Subconsciously sabotaging my own confidence
But I know that there's more to this
Just gotta push past this lull in audaciousness
And stop staring into the abyss of consequences