mgk - Beauty Lyrics

Let go, so let go, jump in
Oh, well, whatcha waiting for?
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

4 a.m. I'm noddin' off (beauty in the breakdown)
Hope this wasn't fentanyl (beauty in the breakdown)
Hide behind this camouflage (beauty in the breakdown)
It's always my f*ckin' fault (beauty in the breakdown)
But I don't wanna let go, let go (let go, so let go, jump in)
(Oh, well, whatcha waitin' for?)
I'm never gonna let go, let go (it's alright)
('Cause there's beauty in the breakdown)

I'm sufferin' from boredom in suburbia (uh)
I need a hit of euphoria (uh), I'm stuck in Disturbia
I got this pain in my gut like a hernia (uh)
I got the jitters they worryin' (yeah)
I don't take out, I just order in (uh)
Cross the Arizona border
And ship across the sand like The Mandalorian (pshh)
Twenty one days clean (yeah), that won't break a habit
Twenty two days later, I'm a f*ckin' addict (ah)
Lost a real one, so I went and got him tatted (got him)
Can't eat, can't sleep, life doesn't matter (yeah)
Cultivated in the seven layers (you can't await)
'Cause my family's cursed for seven generations (your own arrival)
In the numerology, I'm here to break it ('cause it's all going off)
But the voice inside of me won't entertain it (you can't await)
There's a part of me that stopped embracing (your own arrival)
Any memories, so I'm tryin' to erase them ('cause it's all going off)
The medicine doin' damage to my brain (without you)
'Cause the pain is too present, I'm tryin' to be vacant
Uppers and downers are keepin' me up until

4 a.m. I'm noddin' off (beauty in the breakdown)
Hope this wasn't fentanyl (beauty in the breakdown)
Hide behind this camouflage (beauty in the breakdown)
It's always my f*ckin' fault (beauty in the breakdown)
But I don't wanna let go, let go (let go, so let go, jump in)
(Oh, well, whatcha waitin' for?)
I'm never gonna let go, let go (it's alright)
('Cause there's beauty in the breakdown)

Baby, I won't let you go (yeah)
I promise that I see right through the smoke
Lovin' you is not a joke (yeah)
That's why I laugh at devilish hoes (haha)
It's not a moment that we had I won't feel for (yeah)
Not a moment that we had I would't kill for (oh)
Not a moment that we had I wasn't built for
Good vibes only, that's for sure (that's for sure)
I'm a hot boy colder than the snow (than the snow)
I swear I had to let you know, I can see the crows
Death is down the road (road)

4 a.m. I'm noddin' off (beauty in the breakdown)
Hope this wasn't fentanyl (beauty in the breakdown)
Hide behind this camouflage (beauty in the breakdown)
It's always my f*ckin' fault (beauty in the breakdown)
But I don't wanna let go, let go (let go, so let go, jump in)
(Oh, well, whatcha waitin' for?)
I'm never gonna let go, let go (it's alright)
('Cause there's beauty in the breakdown)