I said let's try it that one time
For a little bit I think I was blind
Found my little niche, won't say buh-bye
Cause when my days are gray
She's my sunshine
I said let's try it that one time
For a little bit I think I was blind
Found my little niche, won't say buh-bye
Cause when my days are gray
She's my sunshine
Look
You can always catch me writing with my pen (yeah)
Surrounded by no friends (what?)
Like this since I'm ten (word)
Whenever get in fights
Just find right words to bend
Find the beat and then
Make it become a trend
Do it once then again (again)
I think I found my shawty, I could not pretend
To ever love a bitch more than the music
That's how it is (yeah)
Don't know if I'll find another outlet so I'm plugged in to this
Searching through the beats and the plug-ins
Reminiscing on old times
What to write and rhyme about
Writers block popping up, but when it goes
I get excited bout
Dropping the new album
Till it's lit up like a lighthouse
Till they tell me to pipe down
Telling me that I'll wipeout
They hate it, but let's face it
Everyone who failed back then is now considered the greatest
So I'mma just keep on making all these mistakes
But at the same time I'mma keep rapping in y'all faces (wooh!)
I said let's try it that one time
For a little bit I think I was blind
Found my little niche, won't say buh-bye
Cause when my days are gray
She's my sunshine
I said let's try it that one time
For a little bit I think I was blind
Found my little niche, won't say buh-bye
Cause when my days are gray
She's my sunshine
Friends all come and go (yeah)
Lost a few to Hip-Hop
And some of which, ghost (damn)
Keep my circle close (yup)
Tiny like a dot
Or small buttons on remotes (yup)
In other words I only channel peace
And hope one day you'll see me on TV
Up on the screen
Saying thank you speeches
Up praising my team
Cause without them I wouldn't be me (I wouldn't)
I know that sounds cheesy
But it's all the truth ya see
Cause without them
I wouldn't be shit (nah)
My boy's Nick and Alex lemme know
When that shit'll hit (yeah)
Respectfully they also tell me
When my shit is just shit
And I should scrap it
They don't wanna see me miss
They know when it'll be bad to ingest
Like a cigarette
They know when my new shit's throwing flames
Like Boba Fett
But I still get no respect
And worthless checks
But it's fine, the hurdles
Once I jump the charts
I'm over it (get it?)
But what's next when you rapped about so much
Your dome rushes, you get salty, and you got cold touch (what)
All you wanted was the respect
Now you stuck in a gold rush
People just rap for the Benji's
But you always just go nuts (for the little shit)
For the simple shit in life
A bit of weed in a pipe (yeah)
Harmonizing with all the greats of all time
That's it's own high in itself
Comprised of the guys
You used to dream that you could be
Now you work with the guys (goddamn)
You got some skrilla, some women
But be realer, like Cypress
You need more cause you iller
And anyone that don't bump
Don't know skill (what)
And pretty soon you popping
Like your pill
That you been taking since anxiety smacked ya
Had you going crazy turned you too a bastard
Caused you to meet trappers
Now you rappin everyday off Mary Jane
And if you could rewind it all you'd do the very same
A slave to this damn trade
But you love to play the game
You gettin better by the day
More people know your name
Sure you barely got videos and wait
Over a year apart to hop back on the stage
You sold your soul, war wages on
And you gon just do this until the gates but
This is what wanted your whole life right?
Used to fake it till you made it
Now it's kinda life like
Ain't religious but if someone gon' believe
Christ might
Days are getting darker, almost like a night light
But I always end up smiling at what I write like
I'm happy, yeah, for once think I'm happy
Think the rain is finally lifting
I sit back and I'm laughin
Crack one with the homies
No longer feel lonely
I almost feel as though this shit paid off
Like a loan
The only other thing that I want's to be globally known
Travel the world, go to Rome, add some tan to my tone
Be told I was missed when I'm home
And spoil all the people that never folded
I still ride for all my guys and the family they know it
I said let's try it that one time
For a little bit I think I was blind
Found my little niche, won't say buh-bye
Cause when my days are gray
She's my sunshine
I said let's try it that one time
For a little bit I think I was blind
Found my little niche, won't say buh-bye
Cause when my days are gray
She's my sunshine