Mia Schuster - Happy (Again) Lyrics

I'm not one who chooses sadness over fun
But here I am in bed, stuck in my own head
Can't move

And it feels like I've been here for a whole lifetime
So desperate for a change, barely saying sane
Push through

I don't know why I never thought I'd feel this way
Like good days would come and that they'd always stay

But even sunshine needs rain and I will feel pain
Still knowing one day I'll be happy, happy again

I used to pretend I couldn't color blue
I chose yellow instead, thought it for the best
Not true

I don't know why I never thought I'd feel this way
Like good days would come and that they'd always stay

But even sunshine needs rain and I will feel pain
Still knowing one day I'll be happy, happy again

On the darkest of nights, in the highest of heights
Still there is a light
On the coldest of days, in the deepest of pains
Still there is life
Even when I can't see it and I sure don't believe it
Still I'll try
Cause there is a light
I am alive

I don't know why I never thought I'd feel this way
Like good days would come and that they'd always stay

But even sunshine needs rain and I will feel pain
Still knowing one day I'll be happy, happy again
I'll be happy, happy again
I am happy, happy again