Losing it (feat. Will Murray) Video (MV)

I'm runnin', yeah I'm runnin', yeah I'm runnin' out of time
I try to reach for help but they all tell me that I'm fine
Now I'm losin' it, I'm losin' it, I'm bout to lose my mind
Can somebody tell me everything's gon' be alright
I'm losin' it, got me prayin' for luck
I be changin' it up the way I be layin' em up
I been raisin' a muck, now I ain't sayin' you suck
But any rapper any day, I keep fadin' you up
I been workin' 9 to 5 for some other guy's profit
Did my best and that ain't fatten my wallet
While my boss lookin' happy, you know he got it
Now I'm sick of all this, I'ma take when I want it
No longer with the safe option
Bet on myself and I stay locked in
Hear to beat hoppin', see the pen, hello meet, my friend
Get the mic, go in hype watch me leap right in
All the time, know it's mine, tryna seek my win
Half the time, if I'm lyin', won't repeat my sins
I keep tryin', wanna keep my grin
Fly high hope my wings ain't thin
I keep fighting my mind and I keep fighting my doubters
For way too long, I was denied my flowers
If you only knew how much I put in these hours
See the white guy cookin', start flippin' his cowards
Hatin' on me, start talkin' in towers
Thought you had me pegged, but you ain't on my power
See you hopin' that it all goes downwards
My success will be so cold and sour
Now I'm done with this, y'all fed me the ammo
I spent my whole life where every day was a battle
Every day I felt caged, chased by my shadow
You only become strong when you learn that you're fragile
They tell you to fall in, I see that's a hassle
King of my own kind, where I'm at is a castle
See you on the way up, know I'm laughin' at you
Cuz I overcame what you cannot handle
Yeah, I'm runnin', yeah I'm runnin', yeah, I'm runnin' out of time
I try to reach for help but they all tell me that I'm fine
Now I'm losin' it, I'm losin' it, I'm bout to lose my mind
Can somebody tell me everything's gonna be alright
Yeah I'm runnin', yeah I'm runnin', yeah I'm runnin' out of time
I try to reach for help but they all tell me that I'm fine
Now I'm losin' it, I'm losin' it, I'm bout to lose my mind
Can somebody tell me everything's gonna be alright
Catch me at home with Stockholm's, my syndrome drowns my hopes
I got gun holsters holdin' bean stalks, knock you new jacks off with poles
Been a nuisance in that seance, my cult captivates your soul
A hip-hop student since my birth, since that child's been on a roll
Sheesh his flow is obese, he eats emcees like a beast
When they call the heart of the streets, yeah, I'm the one they beseech
You should build the game up, don't leech, the crown is out of your reach
Fakes analyze the technique, but there's no room for the weak
It's been a week now since my brain's gone, feelin' reckless, hoppin' out
And yeah, my gun's down but my pen's drawn, that's enough to mark em out
But if my pen's gone, then my gun's drawn like a marksman out your house
Kamikaze on my path, I don't have no other route
I'm at the top, the head honcho, your girl's fantasy, sancho
I'm speakin' wild west lingo with hollows under the poncho
If tú quieres chingazos then mi, amigo, say cuándo
You're know, Daisy, I'm your holiday, the hucklebearer on you
Yeah, I'm runnin', yeah, I'm runnin', yeah, I'm runnin' outta time
I try to reach for help, but they all tell me that I'm fine
Now I'm losin' it, I'm losin' it, I'm bout to lose my mind
Can somebody tell me everything's gon' be alright
Yeah, I'm runnin', yeah, I'm runnin', yeah, I'm runnin' outta time
I try to reach for help, but they all tell me that I'm fine
Now I'm losin' it, I'm losin' it, I'm bout to lose my mind
Can somebody tell me everything's gon' be alright