Mic Higan - Solemnly Swear Lyrics

I swear to tell the truth the whole truth nothing but the truth
So help me god as I release these burdens up to you
Because it cost to be a boss it take a toll too
Thats why I'm venting dropping my two cents in the tollbooth
Lately I been praying for everyone's longevity
Especially for my uncle Ty and uncle Gregory
Cuz even though they young and ain't as old as the elderly
They suffer from two of the worst cancers ever known medically
Vital Signs in these vital times
All these clinical trials make it feel like I'm facing double jeopardy
Been sick of crying now my uncles dying
Breathlessly searching for all these answers so desperately
Like maybe I should get a psychic to start reading what's next for me
Cuz all these series of events been kind of f*cking stressing me
Yea, I guess it's all just part of destiny
Don't know how much strength inside that I have left in me
I solemnly swear
I solemnly swear
Another rap that's in my journal holding pain from my internal
Don't judge my external cuz I'm still a man of virtue
I solemnly swear
I solemnly swear
With all the passion in my verbal people say I'm controversial
I hope a sorry reimburse you just in case I might of hurt you
Cuz I solemnly swear
I solemnly swear
Yeah
I said I solemnly swear
I solemnly swear
Some people think snob when you should be seen as suave
Consequence of when your self-esteem sustain a natural high
My family love me but some rather see me only work a job
Cuz they don't see the visions I dream of when I sleep and slob
It's either that or the envy's real I think it's kind of odd
Even when you trying to open doors so they can turn the knob
And B-Balling like MJ and the Tune Squad
Only Problem is will they be around to catch the lob
Guess you live and you learn, gain strength and get stern
Always show some concern before you give what you earned
When good intentions get turned into bridges that's burned
Well The Point of no return will never return
That's what I've learned even love offers make it hard to crush
I'm really faithful but these women make it hard to trust
One minute they down ta ride then next minute they giving up
They feelings change from I love you to Nigga to ion give a f*ck
Already down to f*ck but who said that we had to rush
Emotional coaster when the wine overfill they cup
Unstable creatures with the beauty of some cosmic dust
If shorty tripping then I end up with one that hardly fuss
Cuz she realize it's not what you say its how soft the buttons touched
Her maturity level is a f*cking plus
Plus
I just wish that the world would adjust
We need more time to think and even more time to discuss
All these issues at hand that keeps separating us
"Cause If we don't come together we on the brink of destruction"
But I guess it sucks to be us
I guess I'll be the only person to say enough is enough
Man f*ck!
Cause I solemnly swear!
I solemnly swear
Cause I solemnly swear!
I solemnly swear
Cause I aint perfect!