Most of the time
I be feeling unworthy
God can you give me hand
Momma told me that I'm moving too worldy
Ain't listen to what's in God's plan
Jesus loves you and I'll tell you in spam
People in the back, I'll say it again
Jesus loves you and I'll tell you in spam
Spammin' Jesus loves you and ya whole fam'
Father forgive me cause I ain't been listenin'
Mentally grieving, conviction I'm feelin' it
But it be time
Time again
Wheel of sin it's spinnin', games I was playin'
Knew He forgived didn't think I need savin'
Wit' his mercy I could never be playin'
Quick to seek what was easily paying
Fraudulent schemes with a piece be the daily
Read so many books, but burnt 'em with these papers
Kept it blunt
I was stuck
I was lighting all these sabors
Locked up, Asylum Chamber
Mental locked up in chambers
Locked up, Asylum Chamber
I was locked up in chambers
I was really lightin' up the wrong kingdom
Withdrawals
Main symptoms
Seen addiction young
Fell victim
Many times almost died tryna feel
Some
Thing
Out of body things
Most of the time
I be feeling unworthy
God can you give me hand
Momma told me that I'm moving too worldy
Ain't listen to what's in God's plan
Jesus loves you and I'll tell you in spam
People in the back, I'll say it again
Jesus loves you and I'll tell you in spam
Spammin' Jesus loves you and ya whole fam'
Anointed
Voices tell me avoid it
Altar call wouldn't approach it
Felt like hell would've torched it
Bunch of warnings but ignored it
Ain't have faith He was coming next day
Came into my heart yeah He restored it
Seven came back and I quit
Think I wasn't built for this
Quick sinking
Drowning in suicide thoughts
Surrounding within
Like Hulvey
Where did the love go?
Lukewarm
Living a double
Sippin' then trip mixin' drug's up
Ecstasy drink it wit' bottles
While I got white swimming through my nostrils
Outside
Blacked out
Hold tight we might
Die now
In an instance I could really be gone
Psychedelics
Puffin
'Til it hit dawn
This my life given to me but why even play with it?
Did God dirt like water in Orchard
God came through I know what I'ma do
Trust in Him any step that I take movin' forward
Most of the time
I be feeling unworthy
God can you give me hand
Momma told me that I'm moving too worldy
Ain't listen to what's in God's plan
Jesus loves you and I'll tell you in spam
People in the back, I'll say it again
Jesus loves you and I'll tell you in spam
Spammin' Jesus loves you and ya whole fam'
Most of the time
I be feeling unworthy
God can you give me hand
Momma told me that I'm moving too worldy
Ain't listen to what's in God's plan
Jesus loves you and I'll tell you in spam
People in the back, I'll say it again
Jesus loves you and I'll tell you in spam
Spammin' Jesus loves you and ya whole fam'