Didn't Even Refuse Video (MV)

A game of mortal consequences
A devious work of art
They said it'd give me everything
A boulevard to my heart
It seemed so right to accept the offer
To feed desires and make me prosper
Unaware of the poison within the promise
I eagerly consumed

I didn't even refuse
No
I suppose I should have given more effort
No excuse
My apologies, I could have done better

I felt alive in my insurrection
An ecstasy in my veins
But soon I felt the realization
As my conscience screamed in pain
I felt the claws and fell to my knees
As satisfaction became disease
Now aware of my vile frivolity
I hung my head in shame

I didn't even refuse
No
I suppose I should have given more effort
No excuse
My apologies, I could have done better

I lay on the ground in anguish
Accepting my defeat
Aware of Your presence standing there
Quietly at my feet
My mind was spinning circles
And it was difficult to breathe
Then You knelt down and looked at me
But I dare not lift my eyes
To the One my soul defied
And allowed this fool to choose

I didn't even refuse
No

I didn't even refuse
No
I suppose I should have given more effort
No excuse
My apologies, I could have done better
My apologies, I could have done better