We were having a conversation
I was having a hard time keeping my
Concentration
It's hard for me to keep from getting distracted
When she's looking me in the eye
I get so lost in those beautiful eyes
I gotta say something so she doesn't see through
My disguise
It's hard for me to keep from getting distracted
While I'm just trying to do what's right
Sometimes I wish I could see right through to the
Other side of a decision
But that's not the way that it goes
Should I tell her all that I wish she could know
Should I tell her of all the feelings that I don't show
Oh I can be so unsure of what my intentions are
And be led to ruin if I follow my heart
So I keep my words in with my timidness
To keep from having to deal with any awkwardness
I've never been one to be good with patience
I'll admit I don't always think through my
Motivations
It's hard for me sometimes to work through my thoughts yeah
When I don't know where to start
I have fears just like everyone else
We keep them in cause we don't want to damage our
Reputations
It's hard sometimes to let go of our pride and
Open up and expose our heart
Sometimes I wish I could see right through to the
Other side of a decision
But that's not the way that it goes
Should I tell her all that I wish she could know
Should I tell her of all the feelings that I don't show
Oh I can be so unsure of what my intentions are
And be led to ruin if I follow my heart
So I keep my words in with my timidness
To keep from having to deal with any awkwardness
You know it's tough trying to think of the proper words to say
When what I say could take a friendship and turn it the other way
I'm scared to vent my honesty cause honestly it looks in my head like catastrophe
Could be the outcome of my uncertainty
The truth will set you free
But me, I'm used to living in secrecy
I'd rather keep my words behind my mouth
Then have a conversation go south
For now I'll focus on being a friend
And have a manner of love and respect
And live in way that's gonna reflect
God's perfect example of true love
Should I tell her all that I wish she could know
Should I tell her of all the feelings that I don't show
Oh I can be so unsure of what my intentions are
And be led to ruin if I follow my heart
So I keep my words in with my timidness
To keep from having to deal with any awkwardness