I had a breakdown today
Somehow you always know what to say
Cll my doubts and anxiety
You break em down so easy
Found me on the floor shaking
You lift me up and it breaks me
I don't know how you handle
Somebody so unstable
Wish I could see myself through your eyes
I think I'd love myself just one time
Cus babe, you paint me in the best light
You don't have to hold me
If you don't want to love
You don't have to talk me down
If it's all too much
I wish I were easier
Easier to love
I wish we were easy
But baby we're not
Don't know why I shut you out
Every time my head gets loud
You don't deserve my ups and downs
I can be so selfish
It's my fault, I can't help this
You shouldn't love a mess like me
I know it's hell and I'm sorry
Wish I could see myself through your eyes
I think I'd love myself just one time
'Cause babe, you paint me in the best light
You don't have to hold me
If you don't want to love
You don't have to talk me down
If it's all too much
I wish I were easier
Easier to love
I wish we were easy
But baby we're not
You don't have to hold me
If you don't want to love
You don't have to talk me down
If it's all too much
I wish I were easier
Easier to love
I wish we were easy
But baby we're not